And made it small
I gave away my sparkle for nothing
And yes, I will move on
As I always do
I am a good girl
As I always am
Although I’m no girl anymore.
I will take nothing for giving everything
I shall hold this grief of my own nothingness
Shall hold the shame of always giving more than I get
Loving more, giving more, comforting your pain
Like you never comforted mine
Oh my sparkle, my flow will grow back
It will glow again
As that is how it is structured
And you cannot break me
As I’m no made of flesh
And that was never your intention
You never cared that much
For wanting to hurt me
And with that you even more
Embody my failure
My ultimate lack of reciprocity
Ultimate incapability to
Act at the same zone
Meet people in the same state of intensity
Touch people’s soul without scaring them
Move along in synchrony
As my body was made for deeper waves