I still miss you
I’m still thinking of only you
I could not spell out any
And it would have been for nothing.
Just an expression of my selfishness
For not letting you be
Who you are.
Where you are.
Still the battle inside of me
Was not about my dignity
It was this weird new feeling
Called heartache
Letting go is harder than I thought
And I had this illusion of
you changing your mind
This illusion that almost
tore me apart
With empty hope
Filled with this empty dream
To know what
we could-have-been doesn’t matter
As I know that I could not
Change your mind
I wasn’t to you
Who you were to me
Just this little silly thing
Called heartache
Ridiculous, stupid, small
In the world where people
wander in dark
Yet the world keeps on going on
I keep on going on
Forced to be moved
by the world
Silly little heartache
Thank you
I will still wander in dark
But I feel and breath
Thank you
For touching my soul
Just to see
there is a soul to touch.